Unanswered Puzzle!!

When someone asks me about the existence of God I always get in puzzle and really feel desperate. What should I answer?? if I said, ‘there is not any existence of God at all!’ he or she might think me as atheist or non believer of any kind of faith. On the contrary, if I agreed with the existence of God, question in itself hits back to my mind! again and again!! Although my heart says, ‘believe it! Just believe it and don’t ask too many questions!’ and my logical mind says, ‘ come on! How can you believe without proof? Use your logic and get the evidence!!

Yes, as usual conflict in between mind and heart!! Mind says, ‘give the logic!’ and heart says, ‘keep in faith! Because you cannot prove or disprove everything in the universe as your understanding power is limited!’

‘Oh really?’ mind says, ‘if this is so, would you blindly follow every fallacy? Would you say two plus two as five?’

‘You use your logic to prove fallacy too! So you are the liar. At least I follow something/someone honestly and never point on it. But look at you! You even don’t respect your own blood (logic) and always point your figure on them.’ Heart says.

‘Yes that is true! I point my figure on logical evidence as I have to satisfy myself existence or non existence of someone/something. But look at you Mr Blind! You keep faith on superstition and if I had followed you, entire human race would still be in Stone Age!’ Mind says.

‘Oh really! That’s why you created ways of destruction, selfishness, war, injustice and arrogant behaviour in human race! You believe only in logic and you always say that you must survive for existence letting others die. You are nothing more than taker. You don’t know how to give up and sacrifice. You know what! Your logic is also based on your own benefit. Yes really!!you also change your logic if you found that you are getting some benefits. You can change your code and symbol. You can change your language and how could you ever say that two plus two is always four??’

Now, I am getting a HUGE puzzle about life!!! Could someone be out there to help me???